The
youngest of four children I was born in London in 1955 and grew
up in a small country village in Bedfordshire. I have always loved
the countryside and I have a great passion for wildlife. It was
at the age of around 11 years that I realised I wanted to become
an artist and I had a choice between art or acting and art won.
Having made this choice I was on a mission upon leaving school and
embarked on a two year foundation course at Barnfield College,
Luton followed
by a degree at West Surrey College of Art and Design specialising
in printmaking and sculpture.
After learning many skills there I then went onto the Slade School
of Fine Art and completed a two year post graduate in printmaking.
Whilst at the
Slade School I started lecturing in printmaking specialising in
mezzotint. Upon leaving college I lived in a studio apartment in
Wapping, East London and I suppose you could say that I did the
‘bohemian artist’ thing. I had already built up a successful
relationship with a gallery called the Curwen Gallery who gave me
my first one-women exhibition in the 80s. I also won a few awards
– 'The Lloyds Young Printmaker of the Year' and the 'Elizabeth
Greenshield award' which allowed me to paint for a year. Throughout
all of this in the 80’s I was lecturing and doing other various
jobs to support myself and my art. However, although it made me
realise just how hard it was to earn a living I was still only interested
in painting full-time, I knew that I did not want to lecture full-time
or do any other job for that matter – painting was my passion
and still is!
Through going
to the Slade School you brush past the great and the good –
Ewan Uglio, Lucien Freud, Sir William Coldstream, Francis Bacon
to name but a few. And as time goes on I can see how these and many
others have influenced my work, without me even realising. I am
like a sponge absorbing life and these influences reappear years
later and then it all makes sense. I never know where my ideas come
from and I have no plans; I just get rushes of ideas and just think
I have to work on them immediately to achieve the best results,
My best work
is done in a sort of stream of consciousness. Sometimes I go into
my studio, which is my space, and I love it. I lose whole days as
if I have been anaesthetised. It’s like drowning in a sea of
nothingness – a sort of meditative state. It’s on those
days that I do my very best work. My main aim is that my work should
always be like a river, always changing and eventually turning into
an estuary and then becoming the sea. I can’t wait to get to
the sea!
Creativity
is essential for my existence, a primal need that has been with
me ever since I had consciousness. It is perhaps the only tangible
direct link with our higher selves – the real us rather than
the little bit we know as flesh and blood. Maybe through art it
is possible to touch the eternal for a second.
My work is essentially figurative; I try to create an intimate mood
using colour and the figure or figures. I use models a lot of the
time, and sometimes I see different things in the models; perhaps
certain vulnerabilities or strengths that others don’t see.
There has also always been a strong feeling of narrative in my work
and in some pieces it is more obvious than in others. I like the
images to be left open so that the viewer can put their own interpretation
on things. I simply try to create an environment which people can
hopefully relate to, be it fantasy or more realistic.
I paint a lot
of nudes as I feel that the body holds experiences, which even if
the figure has its back to you it tells you its own story at that
particular moment in time. We all pick up on that story on a subconscious
level. So it‘s like reading a novel when looking into a painting.
You see the painting and snatches of the artist all at once. It’s
like laying yourself open without saying a word. It all holds memory
– which creates atmosphere which speaks to everyone who looks
at that painting.
I work on
several paintings at any one time so while one is drying I would
be working on another. At the moment I am fascinated with colour
and the effect it has on the things around it. As I work on paintings
which are often repainted many times they go through a gambit of
different colours from cool to hot and dark to light. I carry on
until I hit on the right combination for that particular image.
At the moment
I am working in oils and I love it! I like to have some form of
texture to work on and I like things to be touchy feely rather than
flat. I have quite an old fashioned approach to methods of working
and generally I just get stuck into the paint or whatever medium
I am working in at the time. I am probably more known for my drawing
which comes from my sculpture background as I love form and tend
to, even when painting, visualise the other side of the subject.
It has been said that in every bit of stone there is a sculpture
already there waiting to be chiseled out. I look at a blank canvas,
make it up to the size I like the look of and then it’s as
if the figures are just there waiting to be painted –I just
find it really exciting! |